Even though, I can not stand looking at myself, I love to take pictures of myself? hmm that is kind of confusing.

I guess that the inspiration of this, came from looking at pictures of my fav artists, and other famous people, and wanting to capture the moment. Like I would pretend I am singing to an audience, and I would take a picture of myself, while singing, or I would do lots of poses and such.

I know I am not photogenic, or photogenetic or however you spell it, but I do try lol. Although I must say 50 to 60% of the pictures, come out better than I would imagine.

I guess you could say secretly I love myself...... Not

Ok I am getting better at taking pictures of myself, I am obsessed with mwa!, totally obsessive lol

More and More beautiful pictures of myself, Nah I'm kidding, I ain't beautiful, although my friends say I am, I shout am them "No I'm not, stop saying I am, because I am not"

But the truth is deep down inside, it feels good when someone compliments you, when you are a person like me, and think so little of yourself.

Remember when I said I like to take pictures of myself, performing, well this one of the many pictures, I had token, as you can see, I am so poor, that I use a deodrant as a microphone lol, actually no it was the only thing I could find, as the mircrophones was hidden

Ok, so this is me with my sticks, because I am a drummer, well ex-drummer, Sounds funny, I am ex-drummer, and I haven't reached professionalism yet lol, wow I used a big word, I am so proud of my intelligence lol Not. Anyway I had to get more sticks, because I hit so hard, that I brake them.

I remebered the first sticks I ever used, they were my band mates Lead singer, Ashaah's and I hit so hard on one song, that it snapped in two lol. She was err pretty pissed, could you blame her?

Here is another shot of me, singing, unfortuantly I did not have an audience, but a yellow wall, and thin air, so I pretended I had an audience, the one thing about myself, is that I would embarass myself, and I laugh as well.

I'm just a funny, laid back, crazy ass f***, and I love it!

If you see my blind, you can see korn sprayed on their, it was white, coz I did it with a spray, but then the white faded, into clear

wow thats so amazing, I thought to myself.

You know, the one thing I do truly love about myself, is that I have great determination to do certain things, and a Great dedication for alot of things.

"I don't want to be third best, I don't want to be second best

             I want to be the absolute best"